MY BABY MY WORLD!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
1 gruelling week has made me sick. Dont know it's running nose or sensitive nose.......it's has been a month plus...totally irritating...the mess it create..sneezing all the way.
Y frustrated? Becoz of little Niichi. I just dont get it! Why whenever i bf him at my mum's hse he will refuse it.Initially he will latch, then he will wail as if i bully him, then cry non-stop until dear grandma comes in to take him away. I hate it when my mum did that, then she wanted to warm the milk. She is diminishing me as Niichi's mother! My son dont want me, he prefer the bottle! I just dont get it, Niichi doesnt behave this way in my house. Conclusion : he is not hungry yet.
Which is true. Just now he slept for a while b4 he start to drink at 10.30pm. Even then i still suspect he is not that hungry yet. My mum is a clock watcher. Every 3hrs must feed him! No wonder he so chubby. I recalled few times back i latched him becoz my mum said it's time for him to drink not becoz Niichi cried for food!
So angry with mum that i decided to take full day leave on wed instead of half day. Then tmr i can bring Niichi home. I dont believe he dont want to latch. When he is with me, his feeding time can stretch to 4-5hrs....unlike my mum, woke him up when time's up. So we thought of a plan. After the assessment, we shall tell her doc said not to feed him too much, if he dont cry for food dont feed him.
Im feeling drownsy now, better zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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