MY BABY MY WORLD!
Monday, July 24, 2006
That darn pig is up to her little tricks again. I feel like killing her. I cursed her, cursed that 1 day her kao shan will collapse and she will be wacked! Nobody will pity her,everyone will be MOST happy to see her go! I will celebrate by giving a free exotic dance show in the office, burn joss sticks, drink champagne......
Friday, July 14, 2006
I overslept, wake up near to 8. reached office at 9.30am. so pei sei. I have Wendy to open my door 1st so that i can dash in without much hassle. Tonite not going to stay.dont want another episode like that of last fri nite to occur. But yesterday Niichi did one of his crying act that scared my mum.She said he never cried like that in her house. We said it's common to us loh.
Wa lau that Wati throw her stupid tantrum again. Dont want to issue cheques. Really a MP!!
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Today i wake up feeling so xian. No mood to work after yesterday's episode. Lunchtime husband fetch me to jurong pt. we saw a nice car no plate advertised in the newspaper in the morning. decided to buy. so meeting the agent during lunch time. Husband seems to be in good moood. I told him to read his email as i have written him a "love letter". After work he told me he had long see it coming so actually all along he has been very supportive of me. He even advice my mum not to treat me that way. I was so touched. I never think that he would go to my mum. I thot he wont dare to ;-) Today i knocked off at 8pm. did not visit Niichi. I want a break from him. So we decided to watch Pirates. Only to discover this show is not on yet. So we packet food hm to eat. On the way i bot 1 top & 1 skirt ;-)
Then receive a call from mum telling me Niichi know how to play with his tongue,so cute...blah blah. I think after hearing from my husband what happen yesterday, she afraid i will get the blues.............
Monday, July 10, 2006
Niichi dont want to latch again. And they just dont understand how i feel.I feel rejected. This makes me loose temper on niichi involuntarily. My hus said if i continue behaving like this niichi will not be close to me. But doesnt he understand? This is a vicious cycle. He rejected me, i feel sad,rejected, angry at myself and at niichi,thus flare at him. He feel scared so dont like me, then in turn affect me again. My mum even rub salt on the wound, keep saying niichi dont like me coz i cant make him laugh like my husband does. That makes my blood boils and hated niichi & my mum. Am i jealous of my mum? I shouldnt have visit niichi today. I dont feel like seeing him. I cried alot just now. Is this post natal blues?
Thursday, July 06, 2006
This is confusing. One minute this Yao told me it's ok i cant go, he will arrange somebody else. Then today according to K, Yao said that out of frustration. PW die die also wants me to go!
Worst thing is I cant reach Yao. He is in meeting all day. I do hope he meant what he say. Errrrghhh! For this i spent $80 at Kiddy Palace this afternoon. Should charge this expense to co.
Intend to stay until 8 then go hm straight. but now dont know whether should go ovr mum's pl to take a look at Niichi.
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Ma de! He talked so loud outside my room that now everybody knows im asking for a transfer. Really tactless! Big mouth! There is no secret with him around. That day can even talk bad about E in front of us, worse, in front of E's staff! Senseless man
Im cute rite?!
Hey im bald!
Daddy & me
Grandma & me
Mummy & me
Monday, July 03, 2006
Panda told me Pat Wong wants me to go Foshan either this week or next week. He xiao! Doesnt he know our deadline is next week? I asked for help to close accounts yet that WN said she not free. Then? I have double?! Can close accounts here & be at Foshan at the same time?!! Not to mention i have loads of shit to clear!!!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Happy Family
Niichi feeling feverish. He had his vaccination on 28th