MY BABY MY WORLD!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Haiz, supposed to sleep but dont know y till now still havent turn in. My dark circles have become more prominent now. Last thursday went for a body massage. The masseur said my skin has lose its elasticity, stomach still not back in shape, and might have slight hair thinning condition. She told me not to bf anymore since my son already one yr old. Prolong bf will make me weak as all the nutrients in my body has channelled to the milk. Especially I did not make any efforts to exercise (to increase blood circulation and get rid of the toxins in my body)and take tonics. Im also quite worried of my health. But really not sure how to stop bf where Niichi always want to latch when im with him. He dont want the bottle. I also think it's time to stop liao. My mil told me these few days he has been taking a decent small bowl of porriage/cereals. Such that it has replace one meal of milk. That's a great news. We have also introduce Pedisure to him now, hoping he can gain weight.
Just now saw his anus & crotch area red again. Not sure whether it's caused by the new diaper. Cant get the usual one, so angry. How come my mil didnt notice? They always think that a bit if redness is normal. This time it's really painful, when I bathe him, he cried aloud when i touched that area. Also noticed that there are some pao pao. Hope it's not as serious as I think. Later i shall apply the cream.