My Baby My World

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MY BABY MY WORLD!

Monday, July 10, 2006

Niichi dont want to latch again. And they just dont understand how i feel.I feel rejected. This makes me loose temper on niichi involuntarily. My hus said if i continue behaving like this niichi will not be close to me. But doesnt he understand? This is a vicious cycle. He rejected me, i feel sad,rejected, angry at myself and at niichi,thus flare at him. He feel scared so dont like me, then in turn affect me again. My mum even rub salt on the wound, keep saying niichi dont like me coz i cant make him laugh like my husband does. That makes my blood boils and hated niichi & my mum. Am i jealous of my mum? I shouldnt have visit niichi today. I dont feel like seeing him. I cried alot just now. Is this post natal blues?

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