MY BABY MY WORLD!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Talked to Jean today. Found out that it's still possible to store milk while u travel. Feel much better after hearing her experience. Maybe when K bring out the subject i can reconsider. Annie told me this is a good time to bargain. Coz this job is definitely not in my pay package n they r obviously taking adv of me. Quite annoying that they can be so insensitive. But i dont know how to bargain.
Annie talked to Yao on my behalf. Coz GT is leaving n I would like to take up consolidation. But they need only ACCA level 2.Annie said they wont downgrade me. Well it does seems positive from her point of view. Mayb Yao will take it up to MD n K. Let's wait n see. At least if i hv this consol experience, it can serve as a stepping stone for me.
janice crawling @ 11:48 PM |
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Tomorrow Niichi turning 3mths old. Here is a snap shot of him sleeping now
Tonite mum seems cold to me. Maybe she still angry with me (shrug) Difficult to please.
janice crawling @ 11:35 PM |
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Shit! I can nvr find a good fitting bras. Whether it's in the past when my bustline is smaller or now when it's bigger & sometimes much bigger. This morning after my milking session, i quickly dressed for work. As usual after milking, n**** will be long and i pity the pair. They have to be squeezed inside the cup. Hey it's not that im trying to squeezed into a small cup. It's a C leh. Everytime when the b*** engored beneath the bra, my n**** will be out of shape, bent to awkward position! Wonder in LT, will this affect the sensitivity of n**** or not?! But if i were to wear T brand bra, the cups are slightly larger which are nice fit when they are full. But once pump out, there will be some gap ;-p
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Today im late again. Reached office at 9 (almost). Then this Wendy came in asked me where i stayed. What does she want huh? Trying to figure out y im always late is it? Sucks man! Spies everywhere.......irritating.....spies are like mosqitoes, suck blood, make alot of noise and do nothing.
janice crawling @ 11:17 AM |
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1 gruelling week has made me sick. Dont know it's running nose or sensitive nose.......it's has been a month plus...totally irritating...the mess it create..sneezing all the way.
Y frustrated? Becoz of little Niichi. I just dont get it! Why whenever i bf him at my mum's hse he will refuse it.Initially he will latch, then he will wail as if i bully him, then cry non-stop until dear grandma comes in to take him away. I hate it when my mum did that, then she wanted to warm the milk. She is diminishing me as Niichi's mother! My son dont want me, he prefer the bottle! I just dont get it, Niichi doesnt behave this way in my house. Conclusion : he is not hungry yet.
Which is true. Just now he slept for a while b4 he start to drink at 10.30pm. Even then i still suspect he is not that hungry yet. My mum is a clock watcher. Every 3hrs must feed him! No wonder he so chubby. I recalled few times back i latched him becoz my mum said it's time for him to drink not becoz Niichi cried for food!
So angry with mum that i decided to take full day leave on wed instead of half day. Then tmr i can bring Niichi home. I dont believe he dont want to latch. When he is with me, his feeding time can stretch to 4-5hrs....unlike my mum, woke him up when time's up. So we thought of a plan. After the assessment, we shall tell her doc said not to feed him too much, if he dont cry for food dont feed him.
Im feeling drownsy now, better zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
janice crawling @ 12:00 AM |
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Monday, June 26, 2006
1st week has passed since i started work. Doesnt seem 2 clear much wk.tmr must at least complete something! Yesterday sanyi wanted to see Niichi,so brought him to 5th uncle hse. Every1 is so intrigued by him. Barely 3mths, his body n neck r firm,response well when u play with him,can laugh aloud. He was very well behaviour there.So every1 has the wrong impression that he is very guai,easy to take care. Little did they know that he is a little monster at home. Esp when he want to sleep, he will whine 4 long time b4 he go to sleep but i like this ritual best! At least it's some signal i can read. I like to cuddle him until he sleep off.
janice crawling @ 1:03 AM |
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Monday, June 19, 2006
Yo! Feeling quite mindless today. 1st day of work after 2mths 3 weeks. every movement seems out of tune. still cannot tune back.That damn HR allocated me a "room" to pump my milk. Bloodyhell! It's no room, it's a rubbish chute! Dusty, chucked with unwanted furnitures.No chair/table for me! I have to "steal" Yahya's chair! While pumping, im worried that people outside can hear the machine sound! They must be wondering......
I rather pump in my dept's toilet!
K is not ard today, on leave...good. But hate to see small K in :-(
WHJ is back!.....as consultant...tmr he is going to have a talk with me on A&P. Yucks! I sensed that he will shoot me........im dying sooooon.......Errrhhhhh will new job drop from the sky for me?!!!!!
Reached mum's hse 6plus, we went bk at 8. Only get to be with Niichi for such short time. Not enough!!!!! How?! Im feeling abit down now. I missed him :-(
janice crawling @ 10:29 PM |
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Sweet!
This is a testing....Pam taught me so as im a blog idiot
Btw tmr im sending Niichi bk to my mum
I have failed! I brag that i can & must regain to the pre-pregnancy shape within 2 mths. NOW!!!! Im so lazy! Didnt even exercise!I cant forgive myself!
Trying to hold his bottle
Hey it works! Thanks Pam!
janice crawling @ 3:51 PM |
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Hihi
Cheeky look ;-)
Hey let's pose for the camera!
Wow it's been a long time since my last blog. Niichi is 2mths 16 days today :-)
Since the day i brought him home, i dont hv time for myself. Dear dear bought me OTO trimax yet i used less than 5 times. I dont hv time to update my resume :-p or rather i dread to do so...heehee. BUT i really dont hv time to scan thru the Recruit. Starting work next monday.........Errrrr.....i hate to go back. Initially thot of taking another 1 week leave, but my friend warned me my chair may be taken ovr by the temp accountant if i still dont go back! Well really.....nobody is indispensable..if they think that she can do better than me, y not?
Wonder that cat knows how to handle or not. What if monday i go bk and still find her sitting in my room? It's sooo embarassing for me. But then if not so, where can she sit huh?
janice crawling @ 3:12 PM |
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