janice's bloggie

2009-02-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

On Tuesday i received a shocking news from my boss. Actually i dont know is it considered as shocking to me. Mixed feelings. I have not expected but did speculate about it. Of coz doesnt wish it would happen to me. Lose face right? Indeed confirmed my earlier thoughts - it was a bad move, bad bad decision. But who to blame? I made this decision. Suddenly the fortune teller's words all came into my mind. Could it be true? Then im really quite worried. My financial status is not stable.

Told my hubby about it. He told me to start looking out now. Yes, i shall do it now. Sms Mr Yao yesterday, he said meet up next week to talk about it. I hope it's good news. Mum said she went to the temple to draw lot for me. It is a good lot. I shall read it tomorrow. This sunday gotta go down to the temple myself.

Cockroach & maid

2008-05-05T11:14:00.003+08:00

Strange. My room was air-tight, where the hell this cockroach came from?! Yucks! Imagine we were sleeping with the roach last night. Yesterday i was totally dissatisfied with the maid. Firstly, don't know how to wash vege, as if she was scrubbing the clothes. And let the water run like nobody business. Then ask her to feed Niichi, take her own sweet time. Ask her whether she used the new anti-bacterial detergent, she don't answer, juz give me a nod. Fuck! Told her to mop the floor again, coz there were ants. She seems reluctant.This maid cannot tahan people's remarks, obviously. The family who benefited obviously is his brother.They seems very satisfied with her. My mum totally find her a nuisance. Slow, dumb, lazy....what she do over there in the afternoons? simply playing with Niichi, taking the easy job. Told her to wash toilet, splashed buckets of water. My mum rather do the house chores herself.

1st training session with Elsa

2008-03-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

Went to Elsa's house yesterday. She did a test for me on my physical fitness. Results : not in good shape.2 mins of star jumping and running on the spot already took my breath away! I can only do 8 push-ups, and zero sit-ups! Gosh, i cant lift my upper body any higher. U mean i have been doing the wrong way for abs? Anyway 1st session only involve an hour of resistance training, also to test my limits. Good news is that she finds my endurance level is quite good. Heehee.....at least something, else very malu. Definitely cant do cardio, no stamina at all. But she will plan my training according to my needs. Cant wait for my next session. Looking forward a new lean body!

2008-03-04T01:03:00.001+08:00

Hey hey

2008-03-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

I think my stomach seems to flatten a bit. Dunno why. But i welcome it :-) This thurs im starting my 1st training. I told Elsa my 1st objective is to tone up and maybe shred a kg or so. She did a test on me last thurs. My fats level & BMI is quite low, thats a happy news right? Unfortunately my burnt calories is also low. That means i can gain weight easily if i dont watch out my diet or dont exercise.

In dilemma

2008-01-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

What to do now? Not sure which path to take. Its only one month, under normal circumstances i would have persevere. But now given a choice.....what should i do.So vex! Should i call him tmr? I heard he is considering 2 of us. Maybe i will be passive, if he calls i will seriously consider, else i shall stick to my job now. Why im feeling so lousy? Maybe its something unfamiliar? Cant think now. Oh pls let show me some light ok!

Incompetence

2007-12-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today my mgr asked to help out tax computations. I told her im willing to try but am not very competence. Is it a dumb answer that will dig grave for myself on my 1st day of work? I dont know.....really feel stupid. I hope tomorrow will be better!

Some photos to share

2007-11-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

MIL

2007-11-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

Im damn pissed at my mil. Brainless bitch! And of coz that goes to the whole bunch of them. Selfish, grredy scumbags! All of them. I really wished to have no more contact with them from now on. Its really difficult for me to act tmr. But he definitely wants me to go along tmr.

I knew it long ago, the bitch is like that. But this time its really too much. Stupid woman, I hope u kick the bucket soon!

Growing Up Gifted

2007-08-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

Brought 77 to GUG this afternoon.Gosh, a disaster. As usual he cant sit still,keep walking around. Each time the teacher flashed out a toy to tell the story, he will sprang forward to grab the toy.Then came the last straw, he refuse to let go of the brush. He screamed and yelled when we have to restort to force. Then there was this damn pregnant mother keep making this sound "tsk,tsk,tsk,tsk" i was just standing over her, feel like slapping her. Father said he did not have his nap so was behaving cranky. So i changed the class time to 11.30am instead noticing that lately his napping time from 12 to 2plus. I paid $500 for 8 lessons! Damn ex! He better behave himself next week.

Interview

2007-07-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

Can u believe it?! I actually had a small argument with the interviewer! I shouldnt hvae go for this interview. When their HR manager called me, I dont like his tone. I dont feel like going. Then he called me the next day (coz I told him i need to check with my work schedule), I, as usual, pei sei and dont know how to reject. Then this afternoon before i set off, the idea of cancelling the interview crossed my mind again. *Sigh* I shouldnt ignore all these negative signs right? I dont know why I was actually getting agitated by her! She dont understand y HO has such lean accounts staff and the jobs that the other accountants handle. She got confused of our co structure, explained to her so many times also cant get it! In the end, I got irritated and she gave up. After that i can see she has no interest in me liao.....I just wanted to get out of the room at that moment. The whole process lasted less than 10mins bah. Shit! Never seen such a stupid woman! I have been to few interviews, never had any problems getting people to understand the co's structure.Dont blame me, she is plain stupid! I regetted of going,waste my half day leave and taxi $. Oh gosh, I really hate interviews. Really wished someone can just introduce me to a new co.

So many things to worry

2007-07-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

I received the LETTER yesterday. Dont know what to say. Is it better? Not sure.Are they better then me? Most likely. Yucks I feel lousy. Got home browse thru the Recruit. Sent a few applications. Hope there will be some replies. Hey I have been waiting for 7 donkey yrs! Lao tian! It's time u pay me back right?
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Sent 77 to mum's house juz now. Hope he can get well soon. Next week vaccination, will kena fever again. What should i do this sat? Where should I bring 77?

Photos

2007-07-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

Damn expensive! Stupid cab driver!

2007-06-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

Took a slivercab just now.Stupid man. didnt bother to ask me which route to take. Instead of taking woodlands Ave 12 to CTE, he went for Thomson! So many traffic lights. Then I fall asleep, woke up to find that he was exiting Havelock! F*** made me pay for 1 more ERP. Should have gone through Outram. Normally cab drivers will asked me which one to exit or even if they dont ask, they will naturally take the Outram exit. This damn driver. made me pay 3 ERPs totalling to $9.50!!
My final fare came up to a hefty sum - $28.60. Curse the stupid driver. This teach me a lesson: give clear instructions to these dumb dumb from the start. Never rely on them. I was too pampered by those goody drivers i experienced in the past. They have the sense the ask the passenger which is their preferred route. Sometimes they also give suggestions.
Didnt take down the cab number, else would like to write to the company to offer thm my two cents opinion.

Yes, Im back to Spore!

2007-05-31T02:53:00.000+08:00

Im back! Yes, Im darker now. Actually im not sure whether the Neutrogena Sunblock SPF 55 works? The first day at Phi Phi island, I swear i didnt get a shade darker. Face is alright, maybe the legs coz we went snorkelling.With the life jacket, most of the time we are facing down into the water looking at the fishes and corals. It's that stupid acquarium tour! Damn hot! What marine fishes! We used to rear much more, so i felt bored and uninteresting. The weather there is hot and dry,such that my skin dries easily. On the last day, I felt itchy and cant stop scratching my legs.That's the sign of dryness. I always encounter this problem when i go overseas. Similar incident happened when I was in China this Jan.
Oh, it's 3am in the morning! I gotta sleep, fetching 77 home.....i missed him so much! Think I will post the photos tmr.

Hipee Hipee!!!

2007-05-25T13:07:00.000+08:00

Very excited! Looking forward to my trip. I hope it's going to be a very enjoyable trip.But suddenly i missed 77. If only he can go with us. But will it alright over there? I mean the weather it's terrible.....Think i will return looking like an African ;-)

Bo Liaow

2007-05-16T14:10:00.000+08:00

Saw this woman,stylo milo.Wearing a babydoll dress with big red pokadot belt.Long black jet hair with black lace hairband,red heels. Very sixties. Wears brown nail polish, heavy makeup, many layers of mascara whip on her lashes,flawless skin.
Frankly speaking, I dont like her printed dress, material looks cheap. It's sexy,low cut in front and she has the boobs. But dress kind of "pom pom" from the waist down. Makes her hips look round and big!

Inconsiderate commuters

2007-04-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

Its irritating to know that sporeans still dont get it.The right side of the mrt escalator is for overtaking! At least i think working people should know right? Step aside man! Bunch of ill mannered clowns. Should implant a sensor within these restricted hours. Whoever step on this side and not moving will be electrocuted & bounced off. Ha! Innovative right? Can I submit this idea to that monday program. Oh no? Its for kids ah?*shrug*

Another late nite

2007-04-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz, supposed to sleep but dont know y till now still havent turn in. My dark circles have become more prominent now. Last thursday went for a body massage. The masseur said my skin has lose its elasticity, stomach still not back in shape, and might have slight hair thinning condition. She told me not to bf anymore since my son already one yr old. Prolong bf will make me weak as all the nutrients in my body has channelled to the milk. Especially I did not make any efforts to exercise (to increase blood circulation and get rid of the toxins in my body)and take tonics. Im also quite worried of my health. But really not sure how to stop bf where Niichi always want to latch when im with him. He dont want the bottle. I also think it's time to stop liao. My mil told me these few days he has been taking a decent small bowl of porriage/cereals. Such that it has replace one meal of milk. That's a great news. We have also introduce Pedisure to him now, hoping he can gain weight.
Just now saw his anus & crotch area red again. Not sure whether it's caused by the new diaper. Cant get the usual one, so angry. How come my mil didnt notice? They always think that a bit if redness is normal. This time it's really painful, when I bathe him, he cried aloud when i touched that area. Also noticed that there are some pao pao. Hope it's not as serious as I think. Later i shall apply the cream.

Niichi's !st birthday

2007-03-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

Very Shag

2007-02-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

Finally can go off at 7 today,at least not 10! But still cannot go to bed early! It's nearly 2am and im here blogging.Went to see 77 just now, havent seen him since sun nite. I was quite upset this afternoon when I got to know that 77 has not been taking porriage for 2 weeks. And on & off he passes watery stools. MIL said after he took breastmilk, he will pass watery stools, and causes his anus & balls to become red.What nonsense! Breastmilk will never cause diarrhoea. I suspect it's the way she store & handle the milk. Sad ah....worried for him. let's see the next few days with me, will the stools revert to previous condition. Else I have to bring him to doctor again.

I bought alot of clothes this week. Dont have time to shop at Orchard, so make use of lunch time to shop at Amara. Actually this shop's clothes are quite overpriced, considering the frail material. Hmmm...I bought 2 tops & 1 white pants from this shop, then 4 pcs(top) + 1 leggings from another shop. 2 pairs of shoes, fr DMK & CK respectively. Actually I regret (a bit lah) of buying that pair of flats fr DMK. I shall wear it tmr...see can change my mind or not, maybe can give it to mum?
Saw some pretty clutches from CK.....got the urge to snap up a few pcs. Wa sai! Im such a impulsive shopper.....Just 2 days ago, i promised myself not to buy anymore (at least for this month)....
But I found that once i feel stressed from work, I will tend to shop madly! The AWS which i have saved is gone $$$$$ fly away $$$$$$
I think i need professional help, seriously, if i continue to spend like there's no tomorrow, I wont make it this year. New year resolution (CNY resolution ;-) Nvr too late to make one right?! To save $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Long time no blog!

2007-02-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

Wow when's the last time i blog? Been soooo bz. no time for myself & family. Alicia always said i must make time. Some photos to share

10th Oct 2006

2006-10-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

Today is 1 hot day to begin with. I sweated profusely in the hse n it doesnt help that im already super late!Rush to clean up pumps n pack it up. My pants is super long loh,so it was sweeping along the floor as i dash here & there in the hse. Finally when i bent down 2 buckle my heels. Alas! The edge has collected quite a fair amt of fur! I juz swept the floor yesterday!To be precise, its this morning~1am. Bloodyhell! Georgie shed his fur like nobody biz! There was a ball of fur lying not far from my view as if mocking at me *hei hei,u cant get rid of me* Feel like smacking G!. Thats y i dont let 77 crawl on the floor. I always confine him in my bedroom. Damn G. Damn M!

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Im behind my schedule. Didnt manage to complete my work within my targeted timeline. Damn! Im too slow. I can only perform when im under pressure.
PW sent an email saying its a policy not to c/f unutilised leave to next yr!Said dont encourage c/f >5days! She kong cum isit?! 11days (Yr05) Now is the bz period, how to clear? @&%#

On leave today

2006-09-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

Nearly 2am and im still awake! Well because im not working tmr...oh...should be today. Hmmmm what should i do? Not much lah, with 77 ard. Well i need to bring my clothes to the laundry, and maybe at the same time bring that pants suit to alter. Then need to do some marketing. Bought a juice extractor. so exciting! Our first try is Apple+carrot+tomatoe+celery. Not bad. I wanted ABC, but didnt manage to get beetroot. I think not easy to get. Anyway will be buying bittergourd.

Brought 77 to Eastcoast.He seems to enjoy it. Took 32 photos with our ancient digital camera. Havent transfer to computer, thus cant show the photos.
Must remember to call Putelai resort, Blum. That bloody Blum, till now i havent collect my 2 dresses. If they cant find the belt...im going to ask for refund.

Taken in Delifrance on Sat

Finally can capture his smile on camera

Hello...

2006-09-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

I now practically sharing my keyboard with Niichi.His fingers keep jamming at the keyboard...no no Niichi, this cannot be eaten..give up boy! Throw him a tissue box to toy with :-)

Hey I bought myself a LV bag! This is the pic taken to show my husband. I actually keep this from him for 2 days. Only dare to reveal by sending him a mms.

Received msg from Aloy that Daniel's dad passed away. So sorry to hear abt it. I know his dad has been going in & out of hospital recently.

Well I really cant write much now....my precious is screaming now! Here are some pics on him ;-)

U are a PIG!

2006-07-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

That darn pig is up to her little tricks again. I feel like killing her. I cursed her, cursed that 1 day her kao shan will collapse and she will be wacked! Nobody will pity her,everyone will be MOST happy to see her go! I will celebrate by giving a free exotic dance show in the office, burn joss sticks, drink champagne......

Overslept

2006-07-14T10:08:00.000+08:00

I overslept, wake up near to 8. reached office at 9.30am. so pei sei. I have Wendy to open my door 1st so that i can dash in without much hassle. Tonite not going to stay.dont want another episode like that of last fri nite to occur. But yesterday Niichi did one of his crying act that scared my mum.She said he never cried like that in her house. We said it's common to us loh.

Wa lau that Wati throw her stupid tantrum again. Dont want to issue cheques. Really a MP!!

Happy

2006-07-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today i wake up feeling so xian. No mood to work after yesterday's episode. Lunchtime husband fetch me to jurong pt. we saw a nice car no plate advertised in the newspaper in the morning. decided to buy. so meeting the agent during lunch time. Husband seems to be in good moood. I told him to read his email as i have written him a "love letter". After work he told me he had long see it coming so actually all along he has been very supportive of me. He even advice my mum not to treat me that way. I was so touched. I never think that he would go to my mum. I thot he wont dare to ;-) Today i knocked off at 8pm. did not visit Niichi. I want a break from him. So we decided to watch Pirates. Only to discover this show is not on yet. So we packet food hm to eat. On the way i bot 1 top & 1 skirt ;-)
Then receive a call from mum telling me Niichi know how to play with his tongue,so cute...blah blah. I think after hearing from my husband what happen yesterday, she afraid i will get the blues.............

Goodbye my love

2006-07-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

Niichi dont want to latch again. And they just dont understand how i feel.I feel rejected. This makes me loose temper on niichi involuntarily. My hus said if i continue behaving like this niichi will not be close to me. But doesnt he understand? This is a vicious cycle. He rejected me, i feel sad,rejected, angry at myself and at niichi,thus flare at him. He feel scared so dont like me, then in turn affect me again. My mum even rub salt on the wound, keep saying niichi dont like me coz i cant make him laugh like my husband does. That makes my blood boils and hated niichi & my mum. Am i jealous of my mum? I shouldnt have visit niichi today. I dont feel like seeing him. I cried alot just now. Is this post natal blues?

To go or not to go? U tell me!!!!

2006-07-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

This is confusing. One minute this Yao told me it's ok i cant go, he will arrange somebody else. Then today according to K, Yao said that out of frustration. PW die die also wants me to go!
Worst thing is I cant reach Yao. He is in meeting all day. I do hope he meant what he say. Errrrghhh! For this i spent $80 at Kiddy Palace this afternoon. Should charge this expense to co.

Intend to stay until 8 then go hm straight. but now dont know whether should go ovr mum's pl to take a look at Niichi.

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Ma de! He talked so loud outside my room that now everybody knows im asking for a transfer. Really tactless! Big mouth! There is no secret with him around. That day can even talk bad about E in front of us, worse, in front of E's staff! Senseless man

Niichi is 100 days old - 5th Jul 2006

2006-07-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

Im cute rite?!

Hey im bald!

Daddy & me

Grandma & me

Mummy & me

Take me for granted

2006-07-03T10:40:00.000+08:00

Panda told me Pat Wong wants me to go Foshan either this week or next week. He xiao! Doesnt he know our deadline is next week? I asked for help to close accounts yet that WN said she not free. Then? I have double?! Can close accounts here & be at Foshan at the same time?!! Not to mention i have loads of shit to clear!!!

Happy Family

2006-07-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Family

Niichi sick- 29th Jul

2006-07-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

Niichi feeling feverish. He had his vaccination on 28th

There is hope!

2006-06-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Talked to Jean today. Found out that it's still possible to store milk while u travel. Feel much better after hearing her experience. Maybe when K bring out the subject i can reconsider. Annie told me this is a good time to bargain. Coz this job is definitely not in my pay package n they r obviously taking adv of me. Quite annoying that they can be so insensitive. But i dont know how to bargain.

Annie talked to Yao on my behalf. Coz GT is leaving n I would like to take up consolidation. But they need only ACCA level 2.Annie said they wont downgrade me. Well it does seems positive from her point of view. Mayb Yao will take it up to MD n K. Let's wait n see. At least if i hv this consol experience, it can serve as a stepping stone for me.

Tmr Niichi turning 3rd mth

2006-06-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow Niichi turning 3mths old. Here is a snap shot of him sleeping now

Tonite mum seems cold to me. Maybe she still angry with me (shrug) Difficult to please.

Bras

2006-06-27T11:17:00.000+08:00

Shit! I can nvr find a good fitting bras. Whether it's in the past when my bustline is smaller or now when it's bigger & sometimes much bigger. This morning after my milking session, i quickly dressed for work. As usual after milking, n**** will be long and i pity the pair. They have to be squeezed inside the cup. Hey it's not that im trying to squeezed into a small cup. It's a C leh. Everytime when the b*** engored beneath the bra, my n**** will be out of shape, bent to awkward position! Wonder in LT, will this affect the sensitivity of n**** or not?! But if i were to wear T brand bra, the cups are slightly larger which are nice fit when they are full. But once pump out, there will be some gap ;-p

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Today im late again. Reached office at 9 (almost). Then this Wendy came in asked me where i stayed. What does she want huh? Trying to figure out y im always late is it? Sucks man! Spies everywhere.......irritating.....spies are like mosqitoes, suck blood, make alot of noise and do nothing.

Tired,Sick,Frustrated

2006-06-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

1 gruelling week has made me sick. Dont know it's running nose or sensitive nose.......it's has been a month plus...totally irritating...the mess it create..sneezing all the way.

Y frustrated? Becoz of little Niichi. I just dont get it! Why whenever i bf him at my mum's hse he will refuse it.Initially he will latch, then he will wail as if i bully him, then cry non-stop until dear grandma comes in to take him away. I hate it when my mum did that, then she wanted to warm the milk. She is diminishing me as Niichi's mother! My son dont want me, he prefer the bottle! I just dont get it, Niichi doesnt behave this way in my house. Conclusion : he is not hungry yet.
Which is true. Just now he slept for a while b4 he start to drink at 10.30pm. Even then i still suspect he is not that hungry yet. My mum is a clock watcher. Every 3hrs must feed him! No wonder he so chubby. I recalled few times back i latched him becoz my mum said it's time for him to drink not becoz Niichi cried for food!

So angry with mum that i decided to take full day leave on wed instead of half day. Then tmr i can bring Niichi home. I dont believe he dont want to latch. When he is with me, his feeding time can stretch to 4-5hrs....unlike my mum, woke him up when time's up. So we thought of a plan. After the assessment, we shall tell her doc said not to feed him too much, if he dont cry for food dont feed him.

Im feeling drownsy now, better zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

1st week

2006-06-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

1st week has passed since i started work. Doesnt seem 2 clear much wk.tmr must at least complete something! Yesterday sanyi wanted to see Niichi,so brought him to 5th uncle hse. Every1 is so intrigued by him. Barely 3mths, his body n neck r firm,response well when u play with him,can laugh aloud. He was very well behaviour there.So every1 has the wrong impression that he is very guai,easy to take care. Little did they know that he is a little monster at home. Esp when he want to sleep, he will whine 4 long time b4 he go to sleep but i like this ritual best! At least it's some signal i can read. I like to cuddle him until he sleep off.

1st day of work

2006-06-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

Yo! Feeling quite mindless today. 1st day of work after 2mths 3 weeks. every movement seems out of tune. still cannot tune back.That damn HR allocated me a "room" to pump my milk. Bloodyhell! It's no room, it's a rubbish chute! Dusty, chucked with unwanted furnitures.No chair/table for me! I have to "steal" Yahya's chair! While pumping, im worried that people outside can hear the machine sound! They must be wondering......
I rather pump in my dept's toilet!

K is not ard today, on leave...good. But hate to see small K in :-(
WHJ is back!.....as consultant...tmr he is going to have a talk with me on A&P. Yucks! I sensed that he will shoot me........im dying sooooon.......Errrhhhhh will new job drop from the sky for me?!!!!!

Reached mum's hse 6plus, we went bk at 8. Only get to be with Niichi for such short time. Not enough!!!!! How?! Im feeling abit down now. I missed him :-(

2006-06-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

Sweet!

This is a testing....Pam taught me so as im a blog idiot
Btw tmr im sending Niichi bk to my mum .I will still visit him everyday since i need to deliver milk. U might qn : then might as well send ovr on sunday. True, but i need to rest. Babysitting is an exhausting chore. My weight has dropped to 45kg, still 3kg away fr my pre-pregnant weight. But i think i will b happy enough if i can drop to 43kg. Many pple said i was too thin now look better - the face lah. mind u, stomach still big,now my waist 27.......when i can regain my 24 inch?!!!
I have failed! I brag that i can & must regain to the pre-pregnancy shape within 2 mths. NOW!!!! Im so lazy! Didnt even exercise!I cant forgive myself!

Trying to hold his bottle

Hey it works! Thanks Pam!

Im back!

2006-06-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hihi

Cheeky look ;-)

Hey let's pose for the camera!

Wow it's been a long time since my last blog. Niichi is 2mths 16 days today :-)
Since the day i brought him home, i dont hv time for myself. Dear dear bought me OTO trimax yet i used less than 5 times. I dont hv time to update my resume :-p or rather i dread to do so...heehee. BUT i really dont hv time to scan thru the Recruit. Starting work next monday.........Errrrr.....i hate to go back. Initially thot of taking another 1 week leave, but my friend warned me my chair may be taken ovr by the temp accountant if i still dont go back! Well really.....nobody is indispensable..if they think that she can do better than me, y not?
Wonder that cat knows how to handle or not. What if monday i go bk and still find her sitting in my room? It's sooo embarassing for me. But then if not so, where can she sit huh?

Exhausted

2006-04-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

Niichi turns exactly 1 month today. His looks changes every day. Taking care of him requires substantial amt of energy. He likes us to cradle him. he cries alot, drives me crazy. I dont have a good temper, sometimes i will shout at him to shut him up. Of coz that doesnt work. Mum will scold me for being so rough to him. He dont want to sleep at nite, open his eyes big big until 3am. cry and cry! cannot stand him!! Now i look like panda. Never a day i have enough sleep.

Baby Shower on 23rd Apr 2006

2006-04-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Rec'd a 150 bucks voucher from 22 people.Damn that one right? Cant believe it! I hv a;one 1 person giving me $100 v.pui pui!!Yesterday we had a big crowd at our hse. Didnt know so many people can turn up. Mark was so yin qi. He said he was lost, wanted to give up cmg by. But bcoz of Janice, he must find his way here.Hahaha so touched. So was Thomas Lim. Oh, Antony was there too, early, feel bad that he didnt know any1 there but still stay on quite a while. So was Angela. The a pleasant surprise that Kartha,Kallol & Srikanth turned up. Thanks! And Peck Lin too! Even bot me the oil for baby.Thanks alot. And Bro Ben bot Niichi a Doggie necklace (actually it doesnt look like a dog, more than a piggy, sori bro ;-p) Thanks for coming everyone! I love u guys!!

I didnt get to eat yesterday, and i was super thirsty. No red date drinks for me,cooled plain water was consumed by guests. By the time i wanted a drink badly, there left the hot water only. I broke one confinement rule (actually broken many already!) I drank a cold canned green tea at night after i went back to mum's hse. Kena caught by my mum,heehee. But she didnt scold me lah.

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Muahaha! Niichi finally wanted to latch! It started few days ago. I did it with the help from mum. She helped to hold Niichi flying hands.Though the first few tries i realised he didnt latch properly, at least it's stimulating. I found the pumping results improved after the suckling. Last nite i breastfed him. A bit pain,but i had averted his lower lips so everything seems right. But he didnt really empty my breasts. usually i will stopped when he fallen to a deep sleep.Afraid that he will not get the hindmilk, i pumped out. Still can pump around 150ml! So i wondered he drank how much. Even though he latched for ard 45mins.

Fish soup with papaya

2006-04-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

Yes this is the old recipe which I think all mums have came across. The secret recipe to increase mums' milk volume. I read from the baby book that expressing milk using pumps is the as effective as having your baby to suck. The suckling effect will stimulate & release some ****** (forgets what is it) which is essential for milk prodn. So eventually milk supply will drop if u use pump. Then??!!! What will happen to me!!! Unfortunately, i did not let Niichi suck once we discharged from hospital. I feared there's not enough supply, and i even gave him formula milk for the 1st 2 days. So then he has nipples confusion, he dont wat to suck mine anymore (sob sob) i do feel very discouraged & depressed when he rejected me even though he is damn hungry. I tried just now, he still dont want!! ;-(

I asked the malay lady whether she has any receipe to incr milk flow. So she told me about this soup, which i already know. But there are a few more ingredients to add. Garlic - to kill germs, shallots -to make the milk sweet, Ginger & lemon grass - to get rid of the wind. The papaya must eat! My friend cook the chinese style - fish + ginger +papaya BUT she took away the papaya and replace with tomatoes coz chinese think that papaya too cold (liang). Aiyo! Papaya is the key to more more milk lah! Stupid girl! The malay lady taught me to cook more so that i can drink few times a day. Continue to drink for a week, will also improve my baby's skin!
She said if drink 5mins before u breastfeed, the milk will be warmer, baby will like it. Haiz, told u already, my baby dont want to latch! Y u keep hitting on my sore spot. But true u know?! After i drank, the milk that i pumped out is indeed warmer than usual! So i quickly grab Niichi to latch! He rejected, i feel like smacking him again.

The Almighty Sarong ~ Yao Lan

2006-04-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

2 days ago, we succumb to the almighty yao lan. cannot tahan already. keep wanting us to cradle him. He messed up my "milking" time, my mum cant finish her house chores and at the same time gotta cook for me. Actually i made a mistake here, should have hired a confinement lady. Mum dont seems to be able to cope. So daytime i still have to look after Niichi. Now i took over nightime. Who says cannot touch water during confinement, cannot walk ard, must lie down most of the time?!! I have washed the milk bottles (Haiz, no choice, Niichi dont want to latch), washed hair, walk so damn often, afternoon also seldom nap. Sooo buzy.

Oh, back to the yao lan. we tried for 2 nights, so far so good. At least he can fall asleep easily after a feed. Then we can catch our sleep. I thought i can wait until he is 1mth old, which is 1 week away. Guess all these are not within our control,dont know when will the pacifier comes in. My mother-in-law's advice is to wrap him with some cloth to prevent his back from getting chill since he sleep in the aircon. My opinion is he is not cold, coz the aircon doesnt blow to his direction. He end up sweaty.Though the sarong has tiny holes for ventilation, but the material is quite thick, so like afternoon time, he can still feel hot sleeping inside! My husband's family really like to overdress their children :-(

My 1st 2 weeks of confinement

2006-04-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

When was my last update? 1st Apr....oh it's been 2 weeks liao.
Many things happen during these 2 weeks. Niichi's jaundice still have not subside, tmr test result will be out, so will bring him to clinic again.
As for myself, my confinement days were not relaxing. 1st 2 weeks were stressful coz didnt expect the unexpected. In the end i didnt latch, 1st few days i was so tired, then did try to latch twice, after that Niichi dont seems to know how to,and keep rejecting, it was so discouraging. everytime put to his mouth, his head will turn here & there, nibble on it then continue to cry as if i tortured him. That's my Niichi, wail like hell whenever he is hungry & when we are changing his diapers.very impatient little fellow...takes after me ;-) Sometimes feel like smacking him. lol

Then there's engorement to deal with,2 rock melons on your chest,I finally encountered the legendary tale. Used cabbage, no use,my friend told me better dont use cabbage as it contains enzyme to reduce milk flow. So use hot towel to relieve the pain loh. Kena plugged milk duct too...not so serious but already giving me enough hell. Have to apply hot towel to breasts, massage until the blocked parts disperse, i dunno y i kena so easily.It's very annoying & painful. Not to mention that I have to pump every 3/4hrs, else will engored. There was once when i slept thru the nite coz my mum was taking care of Niichi, and forgot to pump. I woke up with 2 hard stones on my chest, so huge that i really afraid they will burst! That time really can pumped out alooot of milk. My friend told me milk supply can suddenly become low & then stop, even we have been pumping or feeding regularly. It happened to 2 of her friends. So scary, it's against the supply meets demand theory. Niichi is on total breastmilk....I dont want that to happen.

I engaged a malay massager. She charges me $60 per trip, heard that others are charging only $50 ;-( But since she is recommended by Sherene, I will give it a try. It happens that if u take the package, she will charge cheaper lah -$55 plus baby massage + medicine. Being KS, i took the 30 day package, cost me $1,600 ($50 off). I want to be as slim as before! She said can be better than before! heehee..i want to be more curvy, waist to be more slender.
Anyway till today, it's only the 9th day...yet to see the results. but at least tummy is smaller compared to 1st few days. Now measured at 30inch, no change in buttocks ;-(, underbust also slim down liao.
One thing cannnot tahan is the oily feeling....and my mum complaint that im giving her extra work to do - she got to wash the oil-stained towels, according to her each time she washed, she gotta used 10plus buckets of water!

My back aching already, time to lie down.....

Recount of the delivery experience

2006-04-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

It's such a long story, I shall make it short here. I went for induction on Mon nite-Dr Ang came in ard 10 plus, inserted something into my vagina, damn painful and i bleeded. This was supposed to make my cervix soft & ripe. Throughout the nite I encounter backaches but no contractions, keep on peeing every 1/2hr. No joke, i was not able to sleep thru the severe bkache. Husbands not allowed to stay as i was in normal ward not delivery ward. Finally next morning 7plus, Dr came in and check -1cm dilated only! I was so disappointed,that means it's going to be a long delivery. I was pushed in delivery ward for preparation. I was given laxative,then on drip-glucose + some medication to hasten my contractions. Nvr expect i still hv sai. but im not mobile so they hv to put a pan under my buttocks to poo poo. Wa lau, that is the biggest poo i ever made in my life! And the most painful one.
The medication dropped my bb's heart beat! Nearly in danger! BB cannot take it. Luckily Dr came into the ward in time to spot it.

12.30pm 28th Mar -2cm
cannot tahan, asked for epidural

2plus - 3cm
4plus - 5cm
Dr said baby's head op position. He tried to turn it ard. My impression was - successful

5plus 7-8cm
6pm - Dr said it's time to deliver, sooner or later.

Whole process take 23 minutes
Dr can feel bb's ear, try to pull it out, unsuccessful. I pushed, with 2 nurses assisting to push my stomach from sides, also cannot push bb's head out. Esp the head is in op position - face turing up. Wa lau! Mon check up, his head is still in good position, turning sideway. then now turn up, Dr did not suceed in turning his head juz now. No choice he used vaccum. That makes me think of Joanne,who is also in the same shoes as me. At least there's hope, she still able to deliver safely.
Imagine no head is seen, the vaccum was inserted into the vagina! Not successful. Then forceps were used-last resort. Finally! BB nearly died! Then my tear was terrible! zip zap everywhere! also right to the rectum. Placenta was stucked. Gynae had to put in his hand to pull it out! Imagine the tear & stitches. I also lost quite an amt of blood. Both bb & i were exhausted after this ordeal.
It's a scary experience, my mum blamed the doc, y he didnt noe my pelvic is too narrow to allow bb to pass thru. I ever asked him this qn on monday. He said studies have been done but results are not uniform. So women who are perceived to be big at pelvic cant push out their bb, and vice versa. He did told me my chance of normal delivery is 70% on mon, with bb head not engaged & cervix not open on mon. Then I asked him did i make a wrong decision to induce? he said then what are the chances that the baby will born healthy overdue? There may be no heart beat after 41 weeks. It was also a judgement call for him that moment. If he pushed me to op table, bb also in danger coz half stuck. If we continue normal delivery, bb might not come out or come out dead. We were so worried when Niichi was delivered that he wouldnt cry. When he hailed a cry we were all relieved! Nghtmare is over!

KNS

2006-03-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

KNS!! Kena defame by ShinningAngel! Call urself an Angel?Pui pui pui!!!!! I didnt even want to ks with u! nowsaday kids are so petty & mei jiao yang! Luckily im agile enough to click u & defame u!!!! Bloody kid!!!

Im going to labour ward!!

2006-03-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

Im going for induction later.Though a bit of disappointed with the results today. Cervix still not open, and bb's not engaged. But gynae said even wait a few days my cervix might also remain the same, and bb not gaining weight anymore so y not go for induction. Ok loh, i also xian liao, today especially tired. Headache, backache, thighs pain...so i will admit to Mt A tonite 9plus, then probably next morning then start delivery. Hopefully lah...i have 2 friends who went for induction, by morning cervix dilation still minimal,have to wait another 5hrs until afternoon then deliver!
Hope my water bag breaks during the nite.

I have my worries also.....what if by then dilation is minimal & i already take too long or i dont have energy left.....then last option is C-Section.....I must make it! Niichi u too must work together with mummy ok!!

Cute or not

2006-03-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

This is my belly, cute or not? ;-)

Restless

2006-03-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

Im in dilemma. Should i go ahead for my maternity leave from Mon onwards? Coz till now still no signs that i will deliver on time. Then i may waste a few days......on the other hand, i hv a checkup on mon, so should i wait for gynae's examination results then decide? Come back on Tues continue to work?

Idiot - Kjong

2006-03-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

I was at Ellinia killing horned mshrooms. I jumped up & saw this Kjong. I didnt even ks! Seeing him standing there like resting, I juz hit once. Then saw some1 there so jump dwn to hit. Then realise this idiot dropped my fame!! I've juz been raised! I was so slow, by the time i realised he is gone!!! So angry! He is a mage also! I was still boiling inside when suddenly i cc, and saw him!! Hahahaha, time to revenge! My butter fingers managed to click him & defame him! He is already negative 4 before i defame him! Mine adds to neg 5. Serve him right! Must be hated by alot of players.

39th Week

2006-03-20T15:23:00.000+08:00

I guess Niichi is too comfortable inside me, he doesnt want to come out to c the world yet. Gynae told me his head is not engaged yet, and my cervix also not open. Im so eager to c u and u r not! Well then,i will have to be more patient. Scheduled another check up next monday. If by then im still not ready, either i will be (1) Induced on Tues, or (2) wait a few more days or (3) C-Section.
Let's wait & c.

Appraisal

2006-03-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

Realised tt not only our dept doing our own appraisal, BG1 also practising this mtd. To me i think it's a good mtd. We know our own limits & our commitments to work, so we r the best judges of our own achievements. Of coz some pple will bluff their way thru, with no "liao" inside. K went thru mine this evening. Ok lah, she marked dwn abit coz i rated myself 5 pt for some,haha. Then some she up for me. I asked her which area i need to improve, she mentioned none. She is satisfied with my performance. I made a mistake to sign the form before K-man review! Mon i will be on leave, what if the form reaches K-man and he change? That w not be fair coz i havent agree on that. I signed based on K 's review not K-man! I quickly sms K, she said if he change, w let me know. He better not change my ratings, else i will juz go on leave straight away!!! Leave them in the lurch & i will ans any phone calls!

My water retention at the feet has gone, but whole legs are turning red. Will i be early? I really hope so leh.....God u heard me?! Let Niichi come to this world earlier, and dont EVER let that K-man change my ratings!!! Pray hard!

Nothing much right? small accounts only

2006-03-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

Fuck lah!! Nothing much?! U know it takes me how many days to go through with Ho, with the docs, transfer the data?! Everything to u is so micro, u do not know such a "small" accounts also need time & efforts to do!! Bloodyhell, throw shitwork to me still have to cheek to talk cock! Urghhhhh....sooooo mad!!!!

Movie-F.D.3

2006-03-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Watched F.D.3 on Sun.Quite gross,as usual i was covering my eyes throughout 3/4 of the movie. Personally i think the most horrible death was that gothic girl, who was being shot fr the back of her head with her hand on her face by a nail gun. Many nails u know? Yucks! Then the most gross scene would be her bf being smashed into 1/2, with the flesh n blood splashing everywh. Didnt get to c how the black guy die. Heard fr my hus his head was squashed flat by the weight machine.
On top of all these ghastly scenes, u get to c breasts. Yes boobs, complimentary of the 2 bimbo who burned to death while suntanning ( in the machine). One interesting note : their nipples very small ;-) smaller than what those ang mo gal i hv seen in............... heehee

Today feel quite annoying to receive sms fr her telling me she might not be able to rtn me $ this mth. Reason being she wanted to take her driving test. Shit! this shouldnt be her priority rite? She is working now,so should be able to repay. I also need $ for my "upcoming events". I dont print notes ok, dont take me for granted.

MC

2006-03-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

Splitting headache,cant sleep throughout the nite.Rh clinic at 8.15am,got q no.9 n yet the doc is not in yet.Y docs hv the habit of cmg in late? Dont they know there r dying patients waitg for them? Hey u guys not in corporate environment like me, can suka suka late. Ur lateness fo an hr has delayed my time to go bk hm hit the bed,shorten my length of rest (C? im still blogging now) coz i planned to do some office wk fr hm in the afternoon. Heard the nurse said u caught in traffic jams.Ya, tell me abt it man! U should know the golden rule of cmg out earlier to avoid all these jams, dont u know traffics r the worst on mondays? [Personally, i dont know y mondays r like that - isit becoz of monday blues?] Juz like ur damn clinic now filling up with patients!!

36th week

2006-03-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

Went for my check up today. I put on 800g compared to 10 days ago! now weighing at 56kg.Urgggh, i ate too much lately. or maybe it's water retention? my super fat feet has worsen this week. Last week the feet went back to normal "shape" after a week of water retention. Now it came back. Niichi still weigh the same 2.5kg. Dr Ang says it's gd, easier to deliver....i suspect he is fooling me. My cervix not opened yet....so i guess i will not be early, have to wait till full term.

Tml gog for tim sum at Conrad, heard it's good. Well it's free meal and Robin will be fetching me so have to put aside the weight issue ;-)

Yest played Maple until my eyes hurt. Finally im moving up, to lvl 22. But im saving my skill points until next lvl, then add all 9 points to magic claw.

2006-03-02T09:40:00.000+08:00

Really fed up now. Early in the morning evey single shitty thing start hitting at me. First pple call to ask for payment for Centurion. Then K rejected to sign the cheques for APN,wants 2 signatories on the invoices. To me, Mark signed on it is enough what!!!!! And also queried on the SS packaging invs,y didnt accrue last yr. Wa lau that time auditor said immaterial, then u noe i changed figures for countless times already?! Fed up !!Then Judy said she gog to take leave tml! What no time to pack her luggage lah, fri nite flying....these pple...no sense of responsiblities! Su ka su ka juz zao....Then i hv to arrange pyt, the thought of closing the a/cs manually for C is terrifying....how?? I really have no luxury time for it! My o/s tasks : APM+APN audited FS, Jan A&P & other schedules,APM+APN Feb clsg, GFI Jan billings, C Jan & Feb clsg,TT updating.......endless. I hv written an email to K, not sure should i send it?

2006-02-28T14:56:00.000+08:00

Feeling so full from the lunch. I had my favourite mee hoon kuek + alot of chilli paddies. Dunno ltr w lao?! ;-p
So irritated by that Pat, always yawning out loud. no manners.feel,like slapping her! here she goes again! i hear her again!!!! Errrrrgh!!
Finally K is back to sign my cheque, im gog to Post Office this evening to send out my application. Hope the verifications done by PL & HJ in Yr2004 are still valid. Then maybe Dec i can take the exams? Oh too late....initially planned to send out this Jan, then take the Jun exams.

Pregnancy Woes

2006-02-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

Went to HO again. This time to meet Ms Fang fr Ausoon. She commented that im ugly nw :-( Last yr she saw me b4 i pregnant, i was so chio. What 2 do? I hv gained 13kg leh.Spent 2 hrs there still cant finalise the figures. Thot i can go hm ard 5,end up went bk at 6plus still hv to take mrt.Luckily 1 lady gave up her seat for me,else i w bitch all the way to sembwg.My gastric pain hit me again. this is tormenting.Like last fri, suddenly pain like hell, i thot it's contractions cmg!!
already lost my gd looks,figure n all these ailments hv to poke in to add on my misery~ leg cramps,constipation,itchy n blotchy legs,bkaches....what's more? The only blessing i got out of this pregnancy is that i didnt suffer fr morning sickness. So that's call fair trade. I hv been spared of this but cant escape the others.

2006-02-23T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hey I hvnt been playing Maplestory for quite a while...oh no almost 2 weeks! Last sat i bot the cashcard for Maplestory -$10.50. I want to dress up Mamaroro and purchase some protection charms (not sure if the meso is enough- only 10,000) My sis told me can use the $ to marry (of coz need alot more than 10K). Wa sia, even in virtual world can also get married! But if u divorce u need to fork out another pile of $ (much more). Similar to the real world right ;-)
This leads me to the TV show "Get Real" hosted by Diana Ser. That episode was talking about the virtual world that now youngsters faced. Nowsaday there's alot of youngsters into gaming. And more & more are addicted to these cybergames where some admitted that they use the cyber world to fulfill what's lacking in their real world. Eg one of this kid said in the game he is potent, can slay all the monsters,win all the opponents which make him a hero, satisfying his self-esteem,which he cant find it in reality. Well sad to hear this but I think it's also a form of relieve for people who are stressed up in real life.

But so far im not playing Mapletstory to make up any lackings in my life now. Im playing for the sake of fun,that's all. But maybe my brother will argued that then y i paid to get dressed up for a game which is FOC? He said alot of kids spending $ on the cashcard. I also read about it in Digital Life! These poly girls bot cashcards to dress up prettily & they enjoy it when people call them chio bu. My brother wondered is it in reality these girls are ugly? Wow, this is sensitive man! This logic cannot apply to me ok?! Im a pretty mum hor......women r historically vain pots so it doesnt hurt to spend a bit to make themselves look & feel better right? Can also beautify the world, relieve stress for the men's eyes......

Oh, did I update in my last few entries that im in lvl 20 now? Heehee, slow moving rite? I will keep it up during the weekends!!

My Lovely Sam-Soon

2006-02-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

Any Korean drama series fans will know what is this show. Yes, this is the show that has created a rave among the koreans after the Winter Sonata,Full House...etc. I bought the DVDs at a sales during CNY period. Kept there for quite sometime coz ive been playing Maplestory. Intend to keep for watching during my maternity,but started to watch since last sat. as at yest we have watched till the 8th episode.So left the other 8 episodes. My views after this 8th episode : well the cast (males) are really "delicious" looking ;-) esp that one who speak ang mo. I think Sam Soon assume too much. Though the guy seems to be a bit interested in her..........but she has to maintain her dignity!! Y have to sms him, bring him food when she knows that he already back into his ex GF's arms? I know in the end these 2 will b together lah....but in reality......a man with his looks & background, will see in someone like Sam Soon? Plump,clingy,ugly eating habits,walk like a pig..... Pls lah!! Men are realistic pigs, all they know is to drool over pretty faces, hot bods,like those men featured in the drama. U think they will give a 2nd look at Sam Soon? Noooooooooooooo

Pig Trotters & the Wacko middle-aged man

2006-02-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

Yes what r u looking at? Whose feet is that? Barely recognizable right? Mine should be small & slim. Unfortunately, yes, these feet r mine...... it happen when im coming into 33rd week. Water retention they called it. A norm in 3rd trimester....esp near to delivery date. They say mine not too bad...at least not like my fren's. It got dented when pressed against the flesh. But i can see my left foot is more swollen!Really out of shape. Not only the feet, look at my toes!! used to be bony! and my ankles!!Yucks! The worse part is : IT HURTS. It hurts when i tried to flex my feet or wriggle my toes. My calves also ballooned .

I took half a day leave to go Supreme Court. Being a mountain tortise, I marvelled at the spacious building when i walked in. The sofas available for seating look ex & cozy....and the section where you can look out to the Parliment is spectacular! If I can have a drink & laze there for an afternoon...hmmmm.......

I had a bizarre encounter at NTUC. I was followed by a bald man in his forties.I wasnt too sure he was following me initially but as i walked ard and station myself at the sanitary pad section, out of corner of my eyes i could see him loitering ard! I got scared....esp after that incident.......i tested him by walking aimlessly down the few aisles,yes,confirmed he is stalking me. I tried to call my hus, and wa lau!!!! My phone show inactive SIM. What the hell is that?? So I pretend i didnt notice him and walked to the milk powder section. The promoter was asking what im looking for, i also pretend to be interested and know what?! That darn man dare to poke his nose into what im looking & stand beside me!!! IThis is the last straw....I turned & glared & spit fire at him. Before i can question him, he ran off. I told the promoter i dont know him....the way he tagged behind me, even the promoter also think that he is my who who. She helped to check out his whereabouts,but he is nowhere to be seen. I quickly pay my groceries & went to M1 for help. Oh this customer service lady is so helpful. Lended me her phone to call my hus. Need my hus to call 1627 to release my PUK code. Must be juz now i played with my phone while in the cab, and accidentally keyed too many times of irrelevant codes.

After settling the phone biz,i relate the incident to my hus. He told me to be extra careful, look ard me to see whether that crazy man is still stalking me. What a day! It's raining now...later hv to meet Gail for dinner.Hope by then the rain will cease

Angry~~~~

2006-02-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

Please! Nxt time if there is any changes, have the basic courtesy to inform me!Damn #*@& when u throw a revised tax to me,no head no tail.Do u know I have closed YE05 system? Do u know how i dread to open it up again...and live without knowing what figures the stupid & unstable IBC will give me? By then who is going to check the variances/discrepancies?! ME me me me me!!
I dont care...im taking half day leave tml Even though i cant finish APN reports. Talk about APN, that darn,stinky man! He NEVER listen! Told him million times, i want 2 reports! But he ALWAYS sent me one & i have to bug him for the other. What's wrong with him? Only has half a brain? Or it's filled up with coconut water? Swine!

2006-02-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

Im sooo tired today.Stayed up too late & slept too little for many nites. Not healthy for a pregnant woman right? Well, wonder Nichi will hv dark circles or not ;-)
Tonite!! Must rest early....cant play Maple....yest i up to lvl20...but my hits are still so weak.Cannot be rite? I follow this guide written by Toiletbowl.....Strictly!
Made a donation to my colleague's kid. This is so damn unfair! The $2 options are all being filled up, left the $5 & $10s. So i hv no choice but to initial against the $5 donation :-( What's all these donations? Donations should be come out of person's free will right? Why restrict the donation options & purposely create more for the higher values, less for the lower values. Feel being cheated. Wonder next time my kid will ask me to bring this donation card to office? Well, i will definitely DONATE & fill up all by myself! I wont bring it to office to add "misery" to my colleagues.

2006-02-09T11:35:00.000+08:00

So irritated by her.Y cant she just call & convey message to me.Expect me to b like her, every minute on the MS outlook screen checking out for incoming emails?!! I hv been changing the reports umpteen times!!!

Yesterday i went for my check up. Nichi weigh 2.1kg now and his mum now weighs 54.5kg, put on almost 13kg. we have a 3D photo of him.......he looks ugly :-( Dr Ang assured us that he definitely look better than the photo in person. He has turned, head down. But weird that my stomach still look so "perky", the stomach should be lower, "droopy". In my 33rd weeks, 7 more weeks to go! I havent wash BB's clothes,milk bottles,cot.....etc.

Well....im off now...to my maplestory.....a bit of update on my progress.....Mamaroro has levelled up again! Level 18 now, yesterday is also my 1st time to trade fame.

MapleStory 2

2006-02-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

Well, juz an update ;-) I've rh lvl 14. Changed my armour,weapon (with meso given by my bro,heehee). Btw my name is Mamaroro.....nice? Actually i wanted to name as Inuyasha, or Shippo, Inu,Marshimaro.....but all hv been used. Guess these names r all too kiddy and players here r mostly primary/secondary school children. So I ended up as Mamaroro. My bro's is Air (named aft his bandname), sis-Spoky (no creativity),Thomas-Muzzy

Im waiting for Pam & Jo to join me..........but dunno when lah....maybe until i delivered also no action from them....hmmmm....most likely will be the case.....hmmmm....confirmed ah!

MapleStory ~the path to bcome a Magician!!

2006-02-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

Im into Maplestory now,startg juz few days ago.It's bin ard 4 quite a while & it's causing a rave among the kids. Well u must b thinkg y a 32yr old woman like me wld bother to try this online game. coz 1) bored 2) younger bro & sis playg 3) i hv unlimited access for internet 4) curious 5) very free 6) heard it's brainless (thomas said so) 7) since it's brainless, best suited for me 8) bored 9) bored 10) bored..................................

They r 4 characters u can choose fr 1)Bowman 2)Magician 3) Warrior 4) Thief. Bro said im more suitable to b a magician coz 1) Magician need only rh lvl 8 to advance to job,others nid 10 2) Magicians r powerful,high intellgence but weak at strength~ juz like me ;-) 3) can shoot monsters fr far,very suitable for "shoot-bird" like me. So that settle it! I hv to start pathing my way to bcome Magician! Believe it or not I fight on my own fr lvl 1 to 8 with my butter fingers & kia si attitude (i will hibernate whenever my HP fall a bit,heehee) so i seldom die,only 2 times, as a beginner. Finally the old guy pronounced me as Magician!!Hippee!! So i hurry go buy my equipments.....wa lau i cant even afford to buy the cheapest wand!!!Nid 2000 meso ($$) & i hv only 1600.That means i fought too little monsters.

So my bro taught me to plead for 500 meso fr other players (like that also can?) anyway he type 4 me......nobody responded.Then he said i look like a boy (my character..actually im a girl leh) not chio enough so pple ignored me.Nvm i hv backbones!! i dont beg i will earn the money myself!
Shortly i met 2 kind souls! 1st 1 was a lady named lynn..something,she asked me whether i nid help!!!! maybe i lok so clueless.I told her i hv no $ to buy wand....she asked me to wait, then she's gone for a while, after that she rtn with a wand!! she bot me a wand!! wat a KIND soul! I almost cried! Thanked her profusely.Then she party me...wa lau i really clueless leh...no idea what she want.she asked me to follow her.she already in much higher lvl. then she gave up coz i was still standing there like an idiot! aft that then i noe she invite me to join her to fight! that's most valuable for a blur like f*** sotong like me! she can help me to up lvl as we fight together, my experience will incr.
At this moment the 2nd kind soul appear.....a guy (i think it's a he) named Sup***knight****. he askd me to joined him! and he dont mind im low lvl, i followed him for quite a while. Thank u very much!!! I think i didnt help u much coz although ihv bin promoted as magician, i still cant cast spell!!!! ma de!

The real breakthru is yest nite when i joined my bro.....he help me to fight alot of monsters..of oz i also fight lah but the weaker ones like the snails...then he read up for me .....finally i can rh lvl 10 and i have my wooden staff (though it's attack speed is slow), i can hit fr far now!!Also i bot my hat,armour,skirt, boots.

2006-01-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

Oh i luv my green Hiroshima so much! I hv been carryg it everyday since i bot it last sat.Oh i will be sad tml coz i dun hv the opport 2 carry it as im on leave.Weird me. I also bot a same brand wallet. D D say i siao LV wallet dont want, use that cheaper range.
I wanted 2 take a pic n post it here.but dear has been wkg late, cant use his HP. Fyi im still using my mum's HP.When can i get my hands on that W900i?! If yest i strike that 2nd prize...Urrrrggggh...i will b $3K richer today!!! I bot the last 4 digits of my HP no. and it open 1st 4 digits!! Kaoz!! Zhao zai!
Thot i w lose sleep over tis,but i slept like a log.midnite kena awaken by D D, when he was tryg 2 lean dwn chkg on me (chk whether im still breathing?!) Wow, checked the clock it was 3plus morning....he work that late ah.....

Sick

2006-01-26T10:09:00.000+08:00

Im dwn with colds.Tis is oh so sudden.My eyes r watery,nose red n runny,throat sibei sore (learnt yest that the hokkien word sibei = die father ....didnt noe leh .....thot sibei is.......sibei loh! what's the big deal? anyway my dad already gone to paradise) last nite i sneezed so much & hard that i leaked! Eversince pregnant my pelvic muscles bcome so weak! Must do kegel exercise to strengthen......else i will leak like whenever i cough or sneeze or laugh! and heard that sex life will deteriorate ;-p

2006-01-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

Sore throat today.suspect due to yesterday's indulgence....pineapple tarts,crispy cornflakes tarts,bak kwa. so weak!

Damn bz....1st time involved in discussion with the senior audit mgr. Eye opener.... to c my mgr smoked the audit mgr like nobody biz........until i also feel pei sei...some of the points raised r illogical. today i looked closely at my mgr & found that he has long eye lashes! Well, at least longer than mine! but shorter than my hus lah. What a waste man! he dont nid the lashes lah...hidden behind the specs & the panda eyes.....whether he has the lashes or not doesnt do any justice to his looks. Wasted!
Oh, i hope my Nichi will have long lashes like my hus.....oh God,pls pls pls x6........pls answer my prayers.

Dear dear say Fri we go Jumbo! Hippee!!!! I want the giant crab!!!Yum yum............

2006-01-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

I hv 2 take train hm today aft my pedicure.was it my nose or what? Fr ju pt to ju e,changing train 2 north,i kept breathing in foul air! pple ard me were so stinko!!Talking abt my pedicure,supposed to do mani as well t i was late 15mins,they said they hv no time to do both unless i choose to do xpress. Siao isit?! I've already paid for full svc, now do xpress, will lugi!!
They dont understd y im late ,i've to walk fr office mah....then b4 i left,i was bugged by the auditors. Well, its ok...anyway my nails hv been bitten like nobody biz. Might as well cut it short. The manicurist saw me paintg black on my toes,said "New yr can paint black?" Well Miss, ur toes or mine huh?Im a grown up & a mother-2-b, guess i can make my own decision rite?!

harlow

2006-01-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

harlow... haha....